How I Managed to Move Despite My Disabilities
Well, I did it! I sold my two-story townhouse in the Silicon Valley and moved to a smaller, single-story condo near Monterey.
I did not want to move; this move was heartbreaking for me. I had to move because I had to stop working and go on disability, and I could no longer afford the mortgage payments on my townhouse on my disability income. I was also having a hard time managing the stairs, and my family and friends had been urging me for some time to move to a single-story home.
I live alone, and it took a small army of helpers to get me moved, as I can do very little on my own. My realtor is also one of my dearest friends, and she understands and was able to work within my severe limitations.
Here’s how I managed.
My entire focus for several months was to get ready to move. I cleared my calendar of all other appointments and activities. I was either working on move stuff, or resting.
I was able to purge/pack for about one hour a day, two to three days a week maximum. Friends would help me go through drawers, cupboards, and closets while I sat on a chair and they scurried around me, bringing me things to work on. I needed physical as well as mental help. My wonderful friends managed all the boxes and garbage bags, and they took away donation items each time they left. They patiently helped me make decisions as well. Downsizing is hard work!
I was not optimistic that I would be able to get through as much stuff as I needed to with being able to work only two to three hours per week. But with a friend by my side, it was probably more like four to six hours each week, and soon I could see that we were slowly making progress despite only being able to chip away at such a slow pace.
I could only work with one person at a time; two or more people was too much for me to keep up with, as I am very slow. I’m only 56, but my physical and mental speed is about the same as my nearly 80-year-old mother. My friends who are in their late 50s/early 60s can run circles around me, but trying to keep up with them quickly exhausts and overwhelms me.
One day I lost track of time and spent 2.5 hours sorting and packing with a friend. That cost me three full days of bed-bound resting (and a lot of pain) afterward to recover. I stuck with my one-hour exertion limit after that. I also got really sick from the dust the first time I worked through boxes in the garage. So I got some mouth and nose filter/masks, as well as dust-filtering goggles to protect my eyes, and that enabled me to continue working in the garage.
A friend who had just downsized and moved the year before referred me to a great moving company that could pack up most of my things so that I could focus my energies on purging. I had to downsize my stuff as I was going to be moving into a much smaller space. So the plan was for me to go through my stuff and get rid of at least 50% of it, but to leave the rest for the movers to pack what was left.
But since I had to downsize most of my furniture as well, I ended up having to pack up a lot of things myself that were in dressers and sideboards and such so that I could sell those furniture pieces on craigslist and Nextdoor. That was a LOT to manage as well; in hindsight I’m not sure that the money I made selling the furniture was worth the effort it took to do that–it took too much out of me. I wish now that I had been able to delegate that to others to manage for me.
Mid-way through getting ready to move, I got a notice in the mail that the city I lived in was having their once-a-year pick up day for any old furniture and junk that you could haul out to the curb. Perfect timing! I had a ton of bulky stuff that I needed to get rid of, including a cruddy old couch that was in my garage, but I needed someone to drag it out to the curb for me.
So I posted a message on Nextdoor, which is an online networking site for neighborhoods, stating that I was disabled and needed to hire a few people to help me on the Sunday before the Monday 6 a.m. pickup time. I immediately got messages from multiple neighbors saying that they could come and help me, and that they would do it for free! Those kind neighbors came out on Easter Sunday to help me. I paid them in fresh Meyer lemons from my tree. One man who came with his wife and baby had moved from New York just a week before. They were fascinated with my lemon tree–they had never seen one before! They were so cute. You can’t throw a rock in my CA neighborhood without hitting a citrus tree.
Another miracle occurred and I ended up not having to put my house on the market in order to sell it. That saved me a tremendous amount of effort, including clearing out 90% of my furniture and putting it in storage, repainting, etc. to have the house staged. And then having to leave the house during open houses, which stressed me out just thinking about it, as I am bedridden most of the time. The thought of having to get dressed and leave my house whenever someone wanted to come look at it, possibly multiple times a day, for days or weeks on end, would have been virtually impossible for me.
Instead, an offer came in for my house as soon as my realtor’s office heard about it. We got a great offer from a colleague of my real estate agent. The offer was “as is,” which meant I did not need to do any repairs or upgrades from the property inspection–this saved us a ton of work as well as money. And my realtor negotiated a free 30-day rent-back period to give me more time to find a new place to live and to get ready to move. Combined with the time it took to close escrow, we had about 60 days to get ready to move.
Doing two real estate transactions at once was very challenging. I had to look for a new home to purchase in (less-expensive) communities an hour’s drive away. It was very challenging for me to make the drive out to look at potential new homes while also expending the energy to get ready to move. My realtor and I ended up split the driving; I would drive the hour out, then she would drive us around to the homes to tour. She also drove on the way back home so that I could lie down in the back seat, as touring homes is exhausting work. (I am not able to rest fully even while just sitting; I need to be horizontal to be rested and to alleviate pain.)
After I found the new condo I ended up buying, there was much to do to the new place before I moved in: letting in inspectors, cleaning crews, utilities folks, etc. There was no way I would have been able to drive back and forth to manage all that during the time I was getting ready to move. Thankfully, I remembered an old friend of my daughter’s who lives in the same general area that I was moving to, and I hired her to handle all that kind of stuff for me.
Somehow, the real estate transactions could not have gone more smoothly. I was able to pay cash for the new place out of the proceeds from the old place, so that escrow transaction was much shorter than the escrow of the place I was selling. My buyers on my old place were a young couple who were getting a loan, so there was a lot more overhead involved with that. The escrow on my new place closed just two days after the escrow on my old place, so the funds were able to transfer straight over from one transaction to another.
Even with all the pacing I was doing, my pain level went through the roof during the time that I was getting ready to move. My body did not like that I was moving it more than it liked. I upped the Lyrica I take during the day, as well as the Nortriptyline I take at night, and started taking Ibuprofin and Tylenol around the clock to try to keep the pain down. I finally called my doctor and asked for a prescription for a muscle relaxer, as others with my conditions have shared in online support groups that it helped their pain. Unfortunately, it actually made my pain worse, so I just suffered, and made sure to rest as much as I could between exertion efforts.
Moving day finally arrived. The movers came and spent one long day packing everything up, then came the next day to load everything up and drive it to my new house. Thank goodness my 27-year old daughter and her boyfriend were able to help me on both of those very hectic days. (They had been out of the country until the night before my move!)
But I pooped out. About 10 minutes after getting dressed on the second day, the day they came to move the stuff, I was unable to stand or walk anymore. There was still so much for me to do, but I could not go on. I sat on a stoop on the back patio for a while (all the furniture was gone by then), but I was too tired to even sit up without support. I ended up collapsing into my car until it was time to go. I was just done in. My daughter drove me to my new home that day while I reclined in the back. There was no way I would have been able to drive myself.
My wonderful friends managed the “end game” stuff at the old house for the next few days. The day after the movers left, they managed hauling off all the remaining junk and donation items. They also arranged for house cleaners to come the following day, and carpet cleaners the day after that. I couldn’t possibly have managed all that–I wouldn’t even have been able to drive back to my old place after the big move push. I am forever in debt to my wonderful friends for handling all that for me.
When I got to my new place, I was completely exhausted and had to just rest in bed for several days. My daughter and her boyfriend made sure the beds were set up, and then took two full days to unpack and organize my entire kitchen for me. I tried to sit with them and answer questions and make decisions while they did that, but even that was too much for me. I had to just lie in bed and let them organize my kitchen in whatever way that made sense for them. That was really difficult for me! I couldn’t even be within hearing range as they talked through where to put things–it was stressing me out not being able to help.
My kitchen is not organized now in a way that I would have done it, but it would have taken me months and months to do as much work that they did in just two days. Everything is out of the boxes, so now I have the easier task of just moving things around at my own pace.
I have a long way to go to get fully unpacked and settled, but I’ll get there, one box at a time. I can’t move any of the boxes around at my new place at all, especially the larger ones that the movers liked to use. So I just have to unpack them where they are standing, a little bit at a time. My daughter and her boyfriend have been helping me get rid of the empty boxes and packing materials.
It is now six weeks after my move, and I feel like I am finally starting to come back to my more “normal” fatigue level. I survived the journey through the kindness and generosity of my family, friends, and neighbors, and also by being very mindful about pacing myself.
Oh, and did I mention that I did all this just a few months after having bunion surgery and while still hobbling around with a very lame foot? HIGHLY not recommend! That timing was very unfortunate!
Three things I am grateful for today:
- Kismet, karma, reaping what you sow, whatever you call it, the gods were forgiving and this whole process went more smoothly than I could ever have hoped for. Yes, there were periods of anxiety and a few moments of sheer panic, but once I realized that I was actually going to be able to pull this off despite my severe disabilities, I truly couldn’t believe it.
- This amazing service that I found out about and interviewed with but didn’t end up using called Managing Moves & More. They help older folks (or people like me with limited abilities) through the process of downsizing into a smaller home. They understand that you might have 40+ years of life stuff to get rid of, and how hard that process can be. They patiently sit with you and help you get rid of stuff, pack, manage all the move stuff, and even unpacking and getting settled into your new place. What a great service!
- My incredible, tireless, non-judgmental, ever-so-patient friends and family, who came to my rescue at my time of greatest need and were able to work at my snail’s pace to help me painstakingly go through mountains of my stuff and listen to me tell stories about that special vase or Halloween decoration or pair of shoes. I don’t know how I could ever repay them for their energy, kindness, and love.